January 31, 2012

~~Strong girl~~









Ya Rabbi...
Jika ini ujianMu ...
Aku redha dan aku pasrah..
Kuatkanlah hati ini 
Untuk menerima apa jua perancanganMu..
Sabar menanti hikmah
 Di sebalik apa yang diutuskan buatku...
Apa jua yang direncanakan dalam hidupku..

Sungguh....
Bukan pintaku untuk berada di tengah lautan ini...
Bukan pintaku untuk tenggelam kelemasan...
Dua dunia yang berbeza...
Permudahkan segalanya...

Pasti.....
Jika ini takdirku....
Kan ku pikul dengan sabar...
Kebahagiaan itu hanya datang dariMu..
Amin......

~~Sweet 21 ever~~

Its 31 January...
its My birthday..tapi xde mood sgt..
mungkin sebab xberapa sehat..
jasmani dan rohani..

esoklah bakal sambung balik..just wanna have gud rest....nite..

January 30, 2012

Words for today



AKU...Punyai hati yang tercalar..

DONT BLAME OTHERS...BLAME YOURSELF!!!

i just dont get it..why wives kept blaming on girls...HElloooooooow....
Kalau tiada angin masakan pokok bisa bergoyang?
Kalau suami baik, tak layan..tak ade nye goyang2 pokok tu...
Everything happened must be a reason...
Bukan saje2 girls nk hadap suami orang or duda laa....
(latter i story mory...sob sob)

For some reasons..i just think that...marriage is not like..
I sayang u..u sayang i...i lap u ...u lap i..
Yes, me..not married yet...but i do have my own story...
A lot of story..sampai kadang2 rase nak bangun pagi..n said..
'owh...it was only a dream'...=(
Tapi sampai bila kita nak lari dari kenyataan kan..
Allah turunkan ujian untuk mengingatkan kita..
Hanya pada yang mampu menanggungnya...
so...being a chosen one...Praise to Allah..
Alhamdulillah..aku masih mampu menerima ujianMu...

Being a girl ...or...woman..or wife....mother...
We must STRONG....
jadi perempuan sekarang kne berani...
if u like someone..make a move...
i mean...xperlu la nk hantar sms..kejar sana sini...
make a move untuk perbetulkan diri sendiri...
check balik hati..niat.diri samada luaran atau dalaman...
supaya nanti Allah limpahkan rezeki dan keberkatan dlm hubungan..insyaAllah...

I just dont care what others might talk behind...
Tak semua merasa apa yang kita rasa...
Tak semua tahu apa yang kita lalui...
Manusia punyai akal untuk berfikir..punyai lidah untuk bersuara..
(sambil layan lagu biarlah rahsia..dato siti nurhaliza..)

January 28, 2012

Im looking for my mr sunshine to give me rainbow.....

Its 2012...
2 more days, i'll turn 21..LEGAL? MARRIED?
oh no....too far to reach....its been a while since im dreaming..
Insyaallah...only Allah knows..who's the right one for me...=)
2 more years to go...and im now looking for my mr sunshine who can give me rainbows...



Its been a long time i didnt get my rainbow...
yeah..being fake in front of others...
no one will ever know..
but...as for me....'biarlah rahsia'......

Prince charming..come to me..and say..
'will you marry me?'...
hahaha.....but once i've come to my deep heart....it's only a dream...
a dream that never come true..

Im back ^_^

Hello world.....
I doubt anyone is interested in me now...sob sob...
actually...me? been very buzy with life before, now and on...
OH....so stressful life....sometimes i just need a vacation out of people...
planning for a holiday overseas (*tapayah nak perasan, overriver pon kau blom mampu*)...mat salleh la sgt kan...WINK2 ....

so, im extremely buzy with
  • life as a student which mean = *exhausted of getting cases into this little brain..ouch im not stupid k*..
  • life as a daughter which mean =*penat.penat.penat.........im a maid...:(....
  • life as a lover which mean = NO!!! im single now n on..okeyyyyy....no more...coz it hurt...

i got another 19days of CUTI...which mean ...no holiday for me afterwards....poor me..sob sob sob...

so......while stock last...KITA ENJOYYYYYYYYYYYYYY....hek hek hek....